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She is dying now ;A; I'm serious.... This sucks so bad... ;_;


She will probably be dead by morning ;_;
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EDIT2::::

She's dead... It's official... Sixteen good years gone.

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So this year and quite possibly next year, is still going to be crap ;A;.... I'll enlighten you on why.. First I will review from the very beginning of this year.

January 1, 2009 around noon my grandmother died from her stomach rupturing in the ICU she had been battling Diabetes and assorted problems for many years she was seventy-two years old. We had her Service a week later, my dad asked me not to go but I went anyway. Only a couple of months ago (possibly in June)I went to her burial... It was nice.. and it rained a little.. she always said rain during a funeral was good. I spent two days out of school.

Only eight months and twenty days later... on September 21, 2009 My cat Michael had died. He was killed by a car when I wasn't at home/or during the night the previous day but since I leave extremely early when it's still dark I couldn't see him on the side of the road. It was a hit and run he was killed most likely automatically. He was only around three. I spent three days out of school.

Now the next person/animal to die, is very likely another one of my other cats... we still have five but one of which is around sixteen and is going to kick the bucket any time now... I kind of figured it but it sinks in more when you hear your oldest sister crying while clipping the matted hair. We love her a lot and she has been with us since she was a kitten and I a baby. I'm starting to think that this year is a year of shit... But I don't know.... I hope that when she does go she goes in peace....

I am not appeased.

Oh did I mention that my mom won't let in two of the other cats? Yeah she won't and I'm afraid they will get run over as well... I hope not.. because... That would really, really, really suck.